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Since
the 18th of March 2020 I have been in a very weird lock-down. Alone
between 4 walls. i started to talk to them and hahah they will answer
me soon.
I
thank you dear Corona virus yes, because you are sill teaching:
-It
thought me, this introspection, thought me to concentrate on
myself, YES TO BE EGOIST FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE. I understood that it is
OKAY and not a SIN to put oneself and our well being before others.
I
lived a life thinking of others before myself. The good functioning
of Work, Community, Family, partner, colleagues, friends... at the
expense of my personal, financial mental and physical health..
I
gave without asking in any field any parameter any question any
request: time money feeling empathy... from my own last penny to last
energy to the last single minutes and time of sleep to help others
and for the causes and “kiam” I believed in.
Never
cheated, never lied, never used and always refused to add my name on
a paper scientific publication that I barely worked on. I always
worked with full intergrity. Always shared everything I had ith
other.
Never
sold love where there was no. Never accomplished a duty without
passion. Never had unfinished business.
Thinking
and believing that this is how it should be!
-
It turned out that I got it all wrong! Principals are not from this
world. Or let me say NOT THOSE PRINCIPALS
No,
FATHER, NO . No Abdo Nehmé, NO and a million of Nos. “ نحنا
مش أقل العالم "
You
raised me, you raised always to be humble to stay humble and this
fucking sentence “we are the least blablabla” NO I AM NOT.
Abdo,
I saw mediocrity I am seeing sick people, I am dealing with ugly very
low people. And nearly a decade from now.
Let
me tell you about myself for extra-curicula.... “
I
initiated the first regular quasi weeklly astro tv segment in the
arabic world on TV. I maintained consistency in worshops for
astro-worshops for kids, initiated astropainitng for kids, initiated
the ASTRO AlephB cafe scientifque , intiated the “pose ta question
a DrCy”, from the LOCKDown , I created the “ let's take you out
of the confiment “ #staysanewithDrCy , I paid from my own money the
11days world space week 2019 3events/ day for 11 days as in opposite
banch of losers stopped a big project for lebanon, I gained 30
million lebanese pounds I just got 40 percent of It I paid from my
own money the assist. research to publishe th e second paper, I was
chosen to be part of astronaut as a woman as an arab etc etc... and
for the other academic stuff you can see my CV.
But
seems the problem is I am an independent woman, hardworker ,single,
and in harmony not hypocrite.
I
am an active Lebanese french Woman PhD Holder, worked at NASA/
Goddard, at CEA, CNRS... Tell ME what and who are they... what are
their achievements …
So
NO : أنا
مني أقل العالم
-
I learned also, that on this earth we have two kind of people, maybe
three.
The
creative person, the neutral and the destructive the killer the
humilator no level no book readers no mental and intellectual. No
more concession. I am for life. The future is for life beauty and
health.
-The
AMOUNT of PSHYCO ,i am really serious... poor souls living in a great
denial. Encourage by their environment to continue their denial. I
have been surrounded by a lot of ill very ill people women and men,
but more men around me close and or far circle. I saw their pain I
saw they compulsiveness I saw their sickness but refusing to admit
it, doing harm to themselves and to others. I always thought, why me.
I always wondered why people come and ask me psy questions. Why
people try to harm me why I attract bad vibes or or ..why why
why ...And trust me after what happened to me the last 45 days and
specially the last 4 event the last 5 days
For
that I declare here Two big projects in my three coming years:
A - Writing a book : Men
B -
Having a new diploma and be a psychanalist. (il n'est jamais trop
tard)
#mayhelpmegod
#staysanewithDrCy
#DrCy
#lacrabuleuse
